bonnie and clyde 07

so where do we begin…

i dont know…i’ve never been in love all my life… infatuated yes… in love never… until one day on December 2006….

it was the first day i saw him. i was from the hospital that afternoon and i was craving for pineapple pie. i went to the local bakery with my mom. there was no pineapple pie damn. until this guy butted in my mom asked him something and he was looking at me. he gave me a rather nice compliment that rocked my world because no guy ever dare to tell me that. i was practically annoyed by his “presko” style and my fist was itching to give him an upper cut. okay so that was the first day we met.

…as my regular daily routine, i jogged that cloudy January morning. and we crossed paths again. he smiled at me and said “Ingat baka madapa ka”. wHF does he care? i don’t even know him.

then one day i was buying bread from their bakery and when he was about to give my change.. he held my hand and introduced himself as Dennis. i shook his hands off and bounced. i almost laughed out loud because that was funny to me . i was wondering if he was alright in the head. then days passed by and i always catch him looking at me whenever i come his way. i had no malice about it though. i don’t even give a damn.

Valentines day 2007

Again I bought bread and he was there. He asked for my number and the hell i gave it. i don’t usually give my number to a total stranger but i did gave my number to him. i don’t know why i did but i think i was just being friendly. then he began texting me, at first he was friendly. Then after a few days he was asking if we could go out and i refused. he was becoming so makulit and he got into my nerves and i told him to stop texting me. i lost his number anyway.

then a month later, an anonymous texter started to bug me. he knew where i was standing and was acting like a stupid stalker. then i saw him, about 20 feet away from me, holding his cellphone and now i had a suspicion of the texter’s identity. i called the number and his phone rang. damn you. i ignored him for a while. then he started to court me again, and now he confirmed who he was. okay, i admit i had a bit of a crush on him so this time i gave him a chance. somebody told me he already has a kid, and i asked him about it and he didn’t deny it. that was not totally acceptable, but it didn’t moved me that much. it could happen to anybody. so we talk for some time, but we couldn’t talk long because somebody might know about us. so we just text each other when i’m home and we talk sometimes at the bakery. i said yes to him but i told him to keep our relationship a secret because i didn’t want my parents to know. anyway i was thinking this is only a summer fling before i go to the University in Lucena. everything else will be forgotten once i study. come on, he’s 10 years older than me and he’s got a kid. that time i wasn’t taking him seriously. but anyway for the record he was my first boyfriend.

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i HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE

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WELL, he was trying so hard to apologize after what happened before my cousin’d wedding. I really got mad because he hadn’t been considerate about my feelings. He’s following me around and one time when i encountered him in the alley he took my arms but i spun away giving him an angry stare. serves him right. he’s trying to smile at me whenever “look” at him, but i dont return his smiles back. I felt kinda sorry for myself for even letting him into my life. i was so angry that time and i don’t reply to his messages. Anyway i just heard the news that he returned home to Batangas. he was texting me the night before but i didn’t read his message before i delete it. Then somebody told me rumors about him, that he hooked up with Jonjon’s mom, and he was my cousin Jean’s boyfriend and a whole lot of dirt about him. Well he told me about Jean but he said they were over, but Jean said they weren’t. so he was a two timing sonofa*****. That made me hate him more.

so as far as i know it’s over between us but we had no formal closure. April 9,2007. I was at a rock concert drinking beer with my sister and his boyfriend. i was enjoying it much because tomorrow I’ll be having a check up with a psychiatrist (i really need it because i was depressed that time. i’m not crazy i’m just a little unwell). i texted a blank message to him and he replied right away. but i never texted back. I am confused of what I feel then, I don’t know but somehow I miss him. I really don’t know but i never felt that way before. i think it’s just the beer. but i am thinking it must be love..

Then a whole lot of things happened that I was oblivious of the days that passed by. MY shrink adviced me to enroll at the local college because The University is far from home and I need plenty of rest. That time I dunno what happened (i got an amnesia from my psyche medication, no shit)me and Dennis are okay again, I kinda forgave him because he explained everything to me on the phone. So this is a long distance “love” affair.he even asked me to elope with him, but i don’t want to because of my studies. i dunno what came into my head to engage in it but it is my heart that tells me we were meant to be. we just text and call while i’m in my boarding house. we had some quarrels, our relationship is on and off. those were hard times. MY parents disapproval of this is obvious but i insisted and i fought for him. until..

SECOND SEMESTER

i have a hard time keeping my grades up because i always get sick and miss passing my assignments and quizzes so i decided to drop my 2nd sem subjects. i could not get a masteral degree if this keeps up and my shrink told me to stop going to school because I’m still not capable of the pressure. I finished my first sem but now I’m not going to continue my second sem for the better. i felt depressed again because of that. And i don’t want to take my medicine (anti-depressants and sleeping pills) because it lapses my memory. I felt bad about it anyway so I wanted to take a break. i told Dennis to take me to his place for a vacation. so

He’s Mine

well, its been just a month, you see I love him so I said yes to him. Apologies to everyone offended.its March 18, and that night, we were officially on. i Dunno, but i had A crush on him  the fist time i saw him. After about three months he started courting me and thats it. I’m happy he’s mine now…

Check it out!!

Just got my new piercing and it hurts a bit until now. haha this cheapskate earring i bought from the convenient store is worth its while. It’s a little tiny and I like it, haha. it has got a wound, sigh anyway, and when somebody touches it it hurts! i wonder how long it would take for this to heal.

STUCK!!!!

Stuck video by Stacie Orrico @ VideoCodeZone.com

I can’t get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

[Bridge:]
I ain’t trippin
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

[Bridge]

[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I’m all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do..
I’m such a fool
For you

[Chorus:]
I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart’s still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It’s true
I’m stuck on you

Now love’s a broken record that’s
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

[Bridge]

Every now and then
When I’m all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

[Chorus]

[Bridge 2]

[Chorus]

oh why can’t i get over you!!! call me!!! i’m Begging you!!!

WOW! Magic Sing!

wahehe, just scored 92 by singing TRacy Chapman’s Fast Car and Leann Rimes YOu light up my life…. wow magic sing…wahehe wala lang

nothing in common

Nothing in Common

You and I darling

Living dif’rent lives

We have nothing in common

Why’d you keep on

Shooting me down

Left me six feet

Under the ground

Won’t you mind to remember

Would you care to dig me up

Or leave me buried in your past

Now can’t I have you back

We got a nothing in common

We got a nothing in common

We got a nothing in common

We got a nothing in common

You and I darling

Meant to live different lives

I know, we have nothing in common

We got a nothing in common

We got a nothing in common

We got a nothing in common

We got a nothing in common

before i let you go

Freestyle (Top Suzara)

Composed by: aba malay ko

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Grabe pinaghirapan ko to ng 2 oras. Kaya enjoY! This song is dedicated to Hannah Faye Padolina (favorite nya kasi to) and to the one I will let go, my ex-BF (bestfriend) and dun din sa isang d marunong magreply sa mga text ko, tado ka ah! Di na kita itetext kahit kelan! But b4 I let u go I want 2 say I luv U…(yukyukhihkhik). This is a tribute to UG and all the tabbers out there salamat senyo. This is also for my crush Richard Gutierrez. Hi Papa Richard!    Luv yah!!!!!!!!Yakang yaka nyo ito!

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Transcribed by: Icebreaker Trese   ASL: 17, f, dito sa aming bahay

Date Transcribed: Jan. 16 2007 8:00AM-10:00AM Encoded: 1 hour Putol eh…

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NOTE

(Sa mga hindi pa marunong bumasa ng tab yung E eh ung pinakamakapal na string sa taas, tapos ung e ay yung pinakamanipis sa baba. Gets? Baligtad pati ang pagbasa nito.)

Heto na..

PART I-intro tab with chords and lyrics (na kinopya ko kasi tinatamad             akong magtype ung chords and lyrics lang ang kinopya ko ha! Original yata to!!!)

PART II-syllabication tab by yours truly icebreaker 13 wala lang maganda kasing pakinggan eh(bonus)

Tuning: Standard (EADGBe)

Legend:

h-hammer on,               () chords that can be omitted

p-pull off                 x-dead string       /-slide to

Part I

INTRO:

E             F#m       G#m   A2               C     D     E

e|—–0—|———|———|–0———|—0-|—2-|–x-x-x–|

B|——0–|——2–|——4–|——-0-2–|—1-|—3-|–x-x-x–|

G|——-1-|–2——|–4——|—–2——|—0-|—2-|–0-h-1–|

D|—-2—-|———|———|————|—2-|-0—|–0-h-2–|

A|-2——-|–4——|–6——|–0———|-3—|—–|–0-h-2–|

E|———|———|———|————|—–|—–|–0-0-0–|

Paste:chords here

CHORDS WITH LYRICS

Aaminin ko ninakaw ko to dun sa isang tab kasi tinatamad akong magtype, saka pareho din naman eh….

CODA (0nly three frets higher)

Option # 1: do intro with capo on third fret

Option # 2: this one…

I want to say……

I love…                           I love you…

G                      Am7         Bm7        Cadd9     G

e|———-3——|——0–|—–2—|—3—-|—3—|

B|————3—-|–1——|—3-3—|—3—-|—3—|

G|————–0–|———|———|—0—-|—0—|

D|—————–|———|———|—2—-|—0—|

A|—-2————|–0—0–|—2—–|—3—-|—2—|

E|–3————–|———|———|—x—-|—3—|

PART II

SYLLABICATION TAB (just use the three lower strings para tipid sa space!!!) this sounds good talaga! Sa piano di ko makapa, eh sa gitara ko naman nakuha. Mejo madali naman syang kapain sa guitar, kaya enjoy!)

This is for all the verses kayo na dumiskarte…

I can still…     We were…   

e|—————-4–2|—-2-4-7-5———–|

B|-5-7-7-5-7-7-7-5—-|-5———-9-7-7-5-5-|

G|——————–|———————-|

And knowing…      Made me feel…

e|—————-4–|–5-7-9—-11—|

B|-5-5-7-7-5-7——-|——–12—12-|

G|——————-|—————-|

But now I’m                       Each and ev’ryday

e|—————————|———————–|

B|————————9–|——9-12-10-9-7-5-5–|

G|–9–11-11-11-11-9-11-9—-|-9-11——————|

Holding back the…

e|—————5-5-7-9—-11——|

B|———————–12—-12—|

G|–9-11-11-9-11——————–|

REFRAIN:

Because you’ve gone                      And I Know

e|-9-9-11-12-12-12-11———————|—————14—-|

B|——————–14-14-12-14———|—12-12-14-16——-|

G|——————————–13-11-9-|———————|

To face tomorrow             But baby…

e|-12-12-11-12-11-9-7-9–|—————-|

B|———————–|–12-12/14-12—|

CHORUS:

Before I let you…                        I hope that… 

e|—-0-0-0-2-2-0-2———–11-12–|-5-5-7-9-9-7-3-7-7h9——|

B|–0—————9-11-12———-|———————-11–|

G|———————————–|————————–|

Oh baby..        You’ll be forever…

e|————|———13-14-14—14-13-11-9—-6-6-7-9————|

B|–9-7-9-11–|–16-16——————————————|

G|————|————————————————-|

No one else will…        So before I let you go…     I love you

e|–11-9-9———–|——-5-5-7-9-7——–9-4–|—–7——|

B|———11-9-7—-|–5-5————9-12——–|–5—–9—|

G|——————-|——————————————|

BRIDGE:

‘Cause letting love go…             But I love you so…

e|-9-9-11-12-12-12-12-14-11—-|-9-9-11-12-12-12-12-11——-14——-|

B|————————–12-|———————–15-17—-16-12-|

And I know…                                   To leave it all…

e|–14-14-14-16-16-14-14-14-14-16——-|——-13-14-13-11-9—|

B|——————————–16-16-|-16-16—————–|

(mejo sumabit na dito, xenxa na!)

Guess this wasn’t meant to be but baby..

e|–9-7—-9-11-12—11—17—16-15-13—|

BASS RIFF  ( I’m not so sure about this pero pwede na)

G|——————–|

D|–4h5p4—2———|

A|————2p0—–|

E|——————–|

Cough Noodles

Cough Noodles

This is a fairly stupid story about a stupid man. I picked it out from an anime show, and I forgot its title already. I would like to share this story anyway.

“Once upon a time (naks parang si Lola Basyang) there was a young stupid traveller who left his village in his quest for something we don’t know.  He had brought along food, water, jewellery and other provisions. He got lost and found a village near a forest. There was a famine ion that village, and when the people saw him, they came and begged him for his food. He had enough to supply the whole village and after a week the famine was over. But instead of giving thanks to the stranger, they wanted to covet his belongings. They knew he was gullible and used it to make him give all his possessions to them. They demanded for his jewelleries, his clothing and all the money he’s got. And they laughed and mocked him when he was left naked. He ran away because of shame. He entered the forest and cried and cried. Then suddenly monsters approached him. They said they wouldn’t hurt him if he give a part of his body to them so they would have food. The foolish man agreed and gave almost all of his body to them. Now what’s left of him was his head and his one eye. The monsters spared it, and they laughed and mocked him, instead of being grateful. They also gave him a piece of paper with largely written letters that spelled “STUPID FOOL!”  He then read it, and he smiled and told them “After all the things I gave away, none seems to come back to me. Not even a simple Thank you. This is the first time someone has given me anything! Thank you!” and he cried and cried until he died.

Star Gazing at Spring (Jan. 25, 07, 4:56 AM)

Well, all I found is the Small Dipper, why do I still think of you!!! Why can’t I get you out of my head!!! Can you save me from drowning? (And I thought you were a lifeguard) drown, don’t let me drown, and it’s all because of you!!! Well I cant deny the fact that I miss you, and all the crazy stuff we talk about. You’re (gee I’m speechless) I mean you’re the best I ever had!

I found this constellation next to the Small Dipper. I thought it was Taurus, but it was Cepheus. And thank goodness the stars don’t spell out your name. Those letters…sigh. I wish you could find another one for me. It’s hard to star gaze alone. Then I’ll imagine I was Jamie and you were Landon, and we’ll watch stars under the black sky, in the cemetery. (nginiig) what a wishful thinking!

I wonder where the North Star is…well I don’t think its visible, because the last star on the Ursa Minor is missing. Hmm.. We lay on the grass and look for it. We’ll also drink coffee, and then you suddenly hugged me because it’s cold. I slapped because you were taking a chance on me. (hahaha) then after that you’ll take me home because its very cold already. Then you’ll play your beat box and we’ll dance to the beat of “Dancing in the Moonlight” by TopLoader in your porch. You tried very hard because we’re both lame dancers.

The next night, you took me the border of

Virginia

and the next state, you said I am already in two places at one time. Then you took me to your car and then you asked me to pick a tattoo, and I picked the butterfly. You put it on my shoulders, and then you blew it. I almost slapped you because I thought you were going to harass me, tough luck! Then you took me to your house and we danced on your terrace in the tune of “Someday We’ll Know”.

After that we played Tekken 4 (and you lost) hahaha. Then we played chess and then I lost. You asked for a kiss. Kaso suntok ang inabot mo eh. You asked me if we could go back to the terrace. There, you have set up a telescope. You have found the North Star already. (I thought this was A Walk to Remember? Ba’t naging

Meteor

Garden

?) Then you pointed to another star, it has no name. You asked me what’s its name, and I said, “I don’t know”. Then you said you have it named after me…ang sweet. Nilalanggam na nga eh. Then you went behind me and put a necklace on my neck. I looked at the necklace and its pendant was a crossbones! So I slapped you again and I really got pissed off. But you said you were just kidding. And you got a box from somewhere and opened it and there was a diamond ring inside. You finally said, “Will you marry me?”

I said, “I’m only seventeen!” And poof naging Koko Crunch! Ayun nagising na ako, pero gising naman talaga ako eh, nanaginip nga lang. Diyos ko, akala ko totoo na! Pero

sana

lang. Di bale, nakita ko na ung constellation

Corona

, malapit kasi dun yung constellation na Hercules! Teke, nakita ko na yung Bootes, ayun, ayun yung Hercules! 5:31 na ng umaga eh. That’s the only true thing that happened.

THREE

It’s true. When you get caught between the moon and

New York City

, the best thing you can do is fall in love. I did…. It’s the first love song I ever wrote. It’s about this guy. This crazy guy, he’ll never know it, but I hope someday he will…

Drinking coffee it’s three in the morning

Go to think where have you been

Coz I’ve been waiting here darling

And you’re never coming round

There’s no hope it’s been three weeks

Since the last time that I heard you speak

And I’ve been waiting here for you

But you never came around

Where would I find you

Is it some place far away

Maybe I’ll just sleep and dream of you

But I wish you were here with me today

Maybe I got nothing to wait for

Because I knew all this before

There’s no way you’re gonna love me

But I still wish you were here with me

When will I get to see you again

Maybe another place or another time

And baby its driving me insane

I want to make you mine

And I hope you’ll stay