Well, all I found is the Small Dipper, why do I still think of you!!! Why can’t I get you out of my head!!! Can you save me from drowning? (And I thought you were a lifeguard) drown, don’t let me drown, and it’s all because of you!!! Well I cant deny the fact that I miss you, and all the crazy stuff we talk about. You’re (gee I’m speechless) I mean you’re the best I ever had!

I found this constellation next to the Small Dipper. I thought it was Taurus, but it was Cepheus. And thank goodness the stars don’t spell out your name. Those letters…sigh. I wish you could find another one for me. It’s hard to star gaze alone. Then I’ll imagine I was Jamie and you were Landon, and we’ll watch stars under the black sky, in the cemetery. (nginiig) what a wishful thinking!

I wonder where the North Star is…well I don’t think its visible, because the last star on the Ursa Minor is missing. Hmm.. We lay on the grass and look for it. We’ll also drink coffee, and then you suddenly hugged me because it’s cold. I slapped because you were taking a chance on me. (hahaha) then after that you’ll take me home because its very cold already. Then you’ll play your beat box and we’ll dance to the beat of “Dancing in the Moonlight” by TopLoader in your porch. You tried very hard because we’re both lame dancers.

The next night, you took me the border of

Virginia

and the next state, you said I am already in two places at one time. Then you took me to your car and then you asked me to pick a tattoo, and I picked the butterfly. You put it on my shoulders, and then you blew it. I almost slapped you because I thought you were going to harass me, tough luck! Then you took me to your house and we danced on your terrace in the tune of “Someday We’ll Know”.

After that we played Tekken 4 (and you lost) hahaha. Then we played chess and then I lost. You asked for a kiss. Kaso suntok ang inabot mo eh. You asked me if we could go back to the terrace. There, you have set up a telescope. You have found the North Star already. (I thought this was A Walk to Remember? Ba’t naging

Meteor

Garden

?) Then you pointed to another star, it has no name. You asked me what’s its name, and I said, “I don’t know”. Then you said you have it named after me…ang sweet. Nilalanggam na nga eh. Then you went behind me and put a necklace on my neck. I looked at the necklace and its pendant was a crossbones! So I slapped you again and I really got pissed off. But you said you were just kidding. And you got a box from somewhere and opened it and there was a diamond ring inside. You finally said, “Will you marry me?”

I said, “I’m only seventeen!” And poof naging Koko Crunch! Ayun nagising na ako, pero gising naman talaga ako eh, nanaginip nga lang. Diyos ko, akala ko totoo na! Pero

sana

lang. Di bale, nakita ko na ung constellation

Corona

, malapit kasi dun yung constellation na Hercules! Teke, nakita ko na yung Bootes, ayun, ayun yung Hercules! 5:31 na ng umaga eh. That’s the only true thing that happened.